Feeling weak again. Was so miserable yesterday. The same chilling feel in my heart, which occurs for too many times since i come to UCSI, and which, i tried to prevent, cause it'll just drain my energy, my will, my rational thinking, my strength to stand strong. Too frequent now.Trembled and shivered like mad. An eggtart for breakfast and bread for lunch. No appetite at all. Moreover NO ONE is going to care anyway. Eat for the sake of not feeling hungry.
That's why i got kinda scolded by Miss Ashley today for attending class with empty stomach. and PikYing for not taking good care of myself.
It's pretty stupid,me. It's not like i dunno all those. but i let myself be like that.sigh.Somehow coming to UCSI just makes me an idiot besides learning things and such.
Why did I ever wanna to stay longer in KL? Why did i ever have the thought in the first place?
yesterday Liang who saw me and was soo cheerful to see me,asked me.."why you look so sad? why you don't smile like always?"
Oskar: " If you're tired it's okay we'll practice next time""no no i'll try my best to play. let's run thru"
He actually helps me carried my beg and books almost everything immediately and soo quickly and silently to another room when i told him i wanna switch practice room. I just took my laptop when he already to and fro twice transferring my stuff. Im not that weak Oskar...! i look that cham meh =.=.....
To have come to school so early in the morning and back late at night, what did you think ppl lke me really wish and hope for? besides practicing and online...
to meet and see if there's any of my friends in school! if i stay at home i wont get a slightest chance of seeing any other friends at all. Guess what, there's a day when i was in classroom, Kenny coming in from the left saying"oh you come to school today!" and "ehh..? you're here!" coming from the right almost at the same time, it's Shin Hong...! It was a surprise and yet i was so delighted...!thankful......
and Pik Ying, Hong Liang, Oskar Y,Kenny, met them past few days and expecting some of them today as well! did they know even if they just chatted with me for a while, I'm already feeling so grateful and happy just a little...?
Thing's just, mo ming qi miao.
Who's weird now huh. who?
Who's thinking too much now huh....?
To be avoided, and the feeling of thrown to the side again.... as if my existence is just an irritation.... NOT funny......
i wanna know what is it. i wanna face whatever it is.the prob. but i have to know WHAT 1st.....!
where's my close friend.........?
Showing posts with label school. Show all posts
Showing posts with label school. Show all posts
Friday, November 12, 2010
Monday, February 01, 2010
1st post in 2010 @.@
LOL it has been 2+months since i last updated my blog..? Felt so paiseh to ppl out there who still visiting my blog ^-^''
Yes i have so much to tell, so many things to share with you all, but you know every time when i was thinking of updating my blog, i somehow got lazy and wished if only the com would just type out what's in my mind, rather to let me type long-winded essay and consciously recheck on what i was about to post. Dont know why all of sudden i got the mood to update here at this hour of time hahahaha~
It's 5:10am now. I couldnt sleep. Maybe it's got to do with what i ate and drank few hours ago : 2 glass of teh tarik and tosai kosong at mamak store nearby for my late dinner. LOL.
Right. So it's 1st day of Feb 2010 right now. School's life so far is quite fine. Still can cope despite more classes/assignments and physically/mentally more constraining. Have to practice and strive more to improve. Stressed? yes of course more or less, but it's not truly a burden to do the hard works -- it's enjoyment. The joy of learning new pieces, playing chamber music with friends, and experiencing the wonders of music. I'm truly blessed, of given the chances to study/learn what i want/interested/love. and feeling blessed again... of knowing them.. :)
Im sooo looking forward to CNY, to be back home gather with family and cousins and friends..! ( tho i will only be back home for less than one week.....) and i miss having family dinner..!! and.. bro is coming back this year for CNY yay yay yay!! XD
so it's 6:10am right now. I should try to get some sleep. Dad is coming to see me again later before he leaves kl in the afternoon. yay~
Yes i have so much to tell, so many things to share with you all, but you know every time when i was thinking of updating my blog, i somehow got lazy and wished if only the com would just type out what's in my mind, rather to let me type long-winded essay and consciously recheck on what i was about to post. Dont know why all of sudden i got the mood to update here at this hour of time hahahaha~
It's 5:10am now. I couldnt sleep. Maybe it's got to do with what i ate and drank few hours ago : 2 glass of teh tarik and tosai kosong at mamak store nearby for my late dinner. LOL.
Right. So it's 1st day of Feb 2010 right now. School's life so far is quite fine. Still can cope despite more classes/assignments and physically/mentally more constraining. Have to practice and strive more to improve. Stressed? yes of course more or less, but it's not truly a burden to do the hard works -- it's enjoyment. The joy of learning new pieces, playing chamber music with friends, and experiencing the wonders of music. I'm truly blessed, of given the chances to study/learn what i want/interested/love. and feeling blessed again... of knowing them.. :)
Im sooo looking forward to CNY, to be back home gather with family and cousins and friends..! ( tho i will only be back home for less than one week.....) and i miss having family dinner..!! and.. bro is coming back this year for CNY yay yay yay!! XD
so it's 6:10am right now. I should try to get some sleep. Dad is coming to see me again later before he leaves kl in the afternoon. yay~
Thursday, August 27, 2009
UCSI
Yay i manage to online in my room for the first time!(actually it was me who dunno how to do the configuration LOL) the line is faster than what i have in kch. Everything's fine for me(except UCSI is located on a hill!LOL lots of walking and it's kind of steep.). Cafes(eg Secret Recipe,Old Town Kopitiam etc),barber's,Watson, Mc Donald(5 mins walk from residental hall),and Giant(5mins also) are just outside the campus.
Today is the first day of orientation and though it's like what is expected, it's tiring somehow. whole day until 6pm( but i know im fortunate as compared to friends at local u). Have done with the course selection and i just got to know that short sem means it's 7 WEEKS long and after that final exam LOL... oh ya btw i took violin as minor instrument XDXD Starting from 0. Im still excited! I actually wanna go practise tonight but it's already 740pm by the time i reach the residential hall after my dinner and yeah.. it closed at 8 pm so.. next day ler..
Today is the first day of orientation and though it's like what is expected, it's tiring somehow. whole day until 6pm( but i know im fortunate as compared to friends at local u). Have done with the course selection and i just got to know that short sem means it's 7 WEEKS long and after that final exam LOL... oh ya btw i took violin as minor instrument XDXD Starting from 0. Im still excited! I actually wanna go practise tonight but it's already 740pm by the time i reach the residential hall after my dinner and yeah.. it closed at 8 pm so.. next day ler..
Saturday, August 22, 2009
3 more days
3 more days to Tuesday. today is my last lesson with the kids. have been shopping for few days liao.. window shop alot but dint really buy much.. some clothes,shoes,etc. We can do more of that at KL.
My bro preferred Mac than HP although it's more expensive. He did however agreed that it's safer for me to bring HP notebook to school, the cheaper notebook, hoping to decrease the chances of being stolen...in such crimes-prone place as in KL. I even bought a backpack especially for my laptop ah.. which is safer than the hand-carry one..
I've almost done packing my stuffs, thanks to mom and dad who(out of caring and anxious) reminded me for sooo many time until i started to do so.. >.> yeah my books are the one contributing the most to the weight of my luggages.
SOMEhow I just started to play SDO.thought it's not very fun at first but then it became more and more addictive. lvl 11 nia so far(played for 5 days nia.. slow ler..) and yeah lvl 6 and above's songs are cool.. some are insane.. and LOTS of ppl love to play ''Thank you'',lvl 9, if only u get what i mean. The only one (soo far )that caused me game over when i played it (when it reach the middle part!). some ppl only level 5 nia already can play better then me >.> I guess Kim would know what im talking about.
BUT! will delete SDO on tues from my notebook. school more important ah..moreover to play SDO i have to disable some what what Security at Control panel because im using Vista.. When im bored i always can play facebook mah so no prob.
Very tired right now. That's it for today.
My bro preferred Mac than HP although it's more expensive. He did however agreed that it's safer for me to bring HP notebook to school, the cheaper notebook, hoping to decrease the chances of being stolen...in such crimes-prone place as in KL. I even bought a backpack especially for my laptop ah.. which is safer than the hand-carry one..
I've almost done packing my stuffs, thanks to mom and dad who(out of caring and anxious) reminded me for sooo many time until i started to do so.. >.> yeah my books are the one contributing the most to the weight of my luggages.
SOMEhow I just started to play SDO.thought it's not very fun at first but then it became more and more addictive. lvl 11 nia so far(played for 5 days nia.. slow ler..) and yeah lvl 6 and above's songs are cool.. some are insane.. and LOTS of ppl love to play ''Thank you'',lvl 9, if only u get what i mean. The only one (soo far )that caused me game over when i played it (when it reach the middle part!). some ppl only level 5 nia already can play better then me >.> I guess Kim would know what im talking about.
BUT! will delete SDO on tues from my notebook. school more important ah..moreover to play SDO i have to disable some what what Security at Control panel because im using Vista.. When im bored i always can play facebook mah so no prob.
Very tired right now. That's it for today.
Thursday, August 06, 2009
Recently
Just bought a HP laptop last friday. My very first! Haha. So far it's okay for me and I have no complain :D
My parents(instead of me)are counting days. Our whole family will come along with me to KL this 25 august, for settling down at UCSI hostel and pre-uni preparation. They will be attending Diploma ceremony at Sheraton hotel on 31 August as well(yeah!)
It's rather dry and hot lately. The haze makes it worse. No rains. Ppl around me got sick one by one(me too Lol). Everyone is very alerted by this contagious h1n1. My mum made me to take 3 ubat vitamin C daily when i caught flu and soar throat not long ago =.= (I hate pills) Accoring to the news today,12 death so far in M'sia. even little kids.. scary ah...
It's august, so it's Merdeka month. and yes KCH FEST again! but sadly no Parade this year. It's all about food. Government LITERALLY built a stage on the lake for opening ceremony and performances. I only took one pic using my E75:
this is only the very corner part of the whole fest.
My cousin Siu Gin asked me to watch Super Junior's Sorry Sorry dance version so yes i did. Here it is.
Well it's okay for me. bit cool, and cute for the ''sorry'' part. But i heard from Gin that this song is the top hit song in whole Asia and LOTS of ppl learn this dance steps. LOL. Watch this.
LOL!! the prisoners and the crowd are having fun!! quite cool also. They dance Michael Jackson's Thriller as well. You can search youtube for that.
My parents(instead of me)are counting days. Our whole family will come along with me to KL this 25 august, for settling down at UCSI hostel and pre-uni preparation. They will be attending Diploma ceremony at Sheraton hotel on 31 August as well(yeah!)
It's rather dry and hot lately. The haze makes it worse. No rains. Ppl around me got sick one by one(me too Lol). Everyone is very alerted by this contagious h1n1. My mum made me to take 3 ubat vitamin C daily when i caught flu and soar throat not long ago =.= (I hate pills) Accoring to the news today,12 death so far in M'sia. even little kids.. scary ah...
It's august, so it's Merdeka month. and yes KCH FEST again! but sadly no Parade this year. It's all about food. Government LITERALLY built a stage on the lake for opening ceremony and performances. I only took one pic using my E75:
this is only the very corner part of the whole fest.My cousin Siu Gin asked me to watch Super Junior's Sorry Sorry dance version so yes i did. Here it is.
Well it's okay for me. bit cool, and cute for the ''sorry'' part. But i heard from Gin that this song is the top hit song in whole Asia and LOTS of ppl learn this dance steps. LOL. Watch this.
LOL!! the prisoners and the crowd are having fun!! quite cool also. They dance Michael Jackson's Thriller as well. You can search youtube for that.
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Another not-so-usual day
I received a call in the afternoon from LASALLE yesterday. yes LASALLE. at last!! (u all know how i failed to contact them for so many time) the reason they call? because i havent paid my application fee LOL =.= Anway they will give me 2 more weeks to pay and send my doc. Have sent bankdraft to them this morning. still left docs.
I dunno why certain ppl soo free till dont want to do proper job but calling around cheating ppl's money. See the following conversation.
Happened in this morning.Conversed in Mandarin. Except the obvious non-mandarin parts.
Madam: Hello.
Unfamiliar guy,with chinese (china) accent: I have kidnapped YOUR SON. Listen.
A boy sobbing in the background,crying heartbreakingly :" Ma..!Mama please save me!!" Freakingly sounded almost the same like her son.
Madam, shocked/alarmed,but still calm: Kamu cari siapa? (purposely answered in malay)
Unfamiliar guy,talking darkly:Har..?(obviously dont understand her language)
Madam: KAMU CARI SIAPA?
Unfamiliar guy: Do you want your son back or not?
Madam:Kamu nak anak? Bagi Kamu la. Hang up the phone.
end of conversation.
Apparently the shocked woman is my aunt. Alarmed,she called us immediately after that conversation. She is very sure her son aka my cousin Han Ming is safe and sound at school. No way he can run off to other place letting stranger to kidnap him. Still, it's very kintio.
To all the mums. Be alerted and think fast/wise when meet this kind of situation. I've also read few news on the papers bout fake kidnapping recently. I bet it's getting worse D:
It's holiday tomorrow!! We're going to spend a night Samatan with quite a number of church friends. They planned to go fishing on deep sea. but for Men nia. T.T well i think the rest can fish by the beach etc. XD
I dunno why certain ppl soo free till dont want to do proper job but calling around cheating ppl's money. See the following conversation.
Happened in this morning.Conversed in Mandarin. Except the obvious non-mandarin parts.
Madam: Hello.
Unfamiliar guy,with chinese (china) accent: I have kidnapped YOUR SON. Listen.
A boy sobbing in the background,crying heartbreakingly :" Ma..!Mama please save me!!" Freakingly sounded almost the same like her son.
Madam, shocked/alarmed,but still calm: Kamu cari siapa? (purposely answered in malay)
Unfamiliar guy,talking darkly:Har..?(obviously dont understand her language)
Madam: KAMU CARI SIAPA?
Unfamiliar guy: Do you want your son back or not?
Madam:Kamu nak anak? Bagi Kamu la. Hang up the phone.
end of conversation.
Apparently the shocked woman is my aunt. Alarmed,she called us immediately after that conversation. She is very sure her son aka my cousin Han Ming is safe and sound at school. No way he can run off to other place letting stranger to kidnap him. Still, it's very kintio.
To all the mums. Be alerted and think fast/wise when meet this kind of situation. I've also read few news on the papers bout fake kidnapping recently. I bet it's getting worse D:
It's holiday tomorrow!! We're going to spend a night Samatan with quite a number of church friends. They planned to go fishing on deep sea. but for Men nia. T.T well i think the rest can fish by the beach etc. XD
Thursday, April 09, 2009
Congratulation!!
Dedicated this post to Abraham, who have gotten the Wesleyan Freeman Asian Scholars Program and is going to Wesleyan University in August. WESLEYAN UNIVERSITY okay, which is the top ranked school for liberal arts, and expensive too(did my research^^). Only 22 or 25(should be the former) ppl get it in the whole Asia, from the 11 countries/regions..! You see!! Extremely competitive...
We're glad for u! totally WOW.. O.O had amazed everyone.
~~CONGRATULATION ABRAHAM!!~~
Glory to God..!!
"This program’s goal is for Freeman Asian Scholars to become leaders in their home countries." from Wesleyan's website http://www.wesleyan.edu/admission/international/freeman.html
We're glad for u! totally WOW.. O.O had amazed everyone.
~~CONGRATULATION ABRAHAM!!~~
Glory to God..!!
"This program’s goal is for Freeman Asian Scholars to become leaders in their home countries." from Wesleyan's website http://www.wesleyan.edu/admission/international/freeman.html
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
These past few days
Past Saturday night went to have buffet dinner at Hartz. Early celebration. They all knew we wouldn't be free on Monday night ^^''
Visit my Facebook to see more pics!
We had Youth Fellowship on past Sunday night(which is supposed to be on sat night, and LOL..am I still consider a youth?XD most of my same-ages are studying abroad) Had pot luck for Chuan Dao's Bday.
Sze Min, Wern Thing and I went to BDC Cystal Ball to play bowling on PAST MONDAY. LOL. yes we just PLAY. Jerome came when we almost finished,and we had our lunch at Zhong Hua Mei Shi. See? At least i did do something a little bit special that day rather than just like other normal day... so my friends don't worry~
Yian Ping called when i just got back home after teaching piano. She had asked me to go out and eat(pot luck,in fact, as i heard), with the rest of the U6S1 ex-classmates and yes i would LOVE to go, if only i dint have any important programme that night T.T but Yian Ping, you did take photos,didn't u? ^-^
Lastly, I thank all of you for your wishes!!Either through sms or FB. I truly appreciate it XD
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Remember the day our STPM result been released? Here're some pics BEFORE we know our result~~
At school canteen
At Kim Lai Heng
At Heritage. Do u recognise the 4A student?
I was told to come to school to gather early in that morning then we all went to eat breakfast together. Who knows when we got to Kim Lai Heng, we all ordered drinks nia. No food. NOone was hungry. Too nervous. LOL... I dint get so nervous until it's almost 12pm. Trembled like no reason, with cold sweat too =.= but do calm down abit when received comforting msgs. well it's over dy~~ After that are applications and interviews. Goodluck and all the best to you all who are in the same situation(the applying progress) like me XD
That's all for today. 2 in the morning liao ^^''
Visit my Facebook to see more pics!
We had Youth Fellowship on past Sunday night(which is supposed to be on sat night, and LOL..am I still consider a youth?XD most of my same-ages are studying abroad) Had pot luck for Chuan Dao's Bday.
Sze Min, Wern Thing and I went to BDC Cystal Ball to play bowling on PAST MONDAY. LOL. yes we just PLAY. Jerome came when we almost finished,and we had our lunch at Zhong Hua Mei Shi. See? At least i did do something a little bit special that day rather than just like other normal day... so my friends don't worry~
Yian Ping called when i just got back home after teaching piano. She had asked me to go out and eat(pot luck,in fact, as i heard), with the rest of the U6S1 ex-classmates and yes i would LOVE to go, if only i dint have any important programme that night T.T but Yian Ping, you did take photos,didn't u? ^-^
Lastly, I thank all of you for your wishes!!Either through sms or FB. I truly appreciate it XD
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Remember the day our STPM result been released? Here're some pics BEFORE we know our result~~
At school canteen
At Kim Lai Heng
At Heritage. Do u recognise the 4A student?I was told to come to school to gather early in that morning then we all went to eat breakfast together. Who knows when we got to Kim Lai Heng, we all ordered drinks nia. No food. NOone was hungry. Too nervous. LOL... I dint get so nervous until it's almost 12pm. Trembled like no reason, with cold sweat too =.= but do calm down abit when received comforting msgs. well it's over dy~~ After that are applications and interviews. Goodluck and all the best to you all who are in the same situation(the applying progress) like me XD
That's all for today. 2 in the morning liao ^^''
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