Tuesday, November 24, 2009

why...?

When you found that your friend is not making a wise decision on certain matter, knowing him/her will/might be in torture or pain if he/she does so, yet you do not know what's the best way to tell or advice them... knowing you might ended up making the matter worse...just like the past experiences..?

Seeing your friends in tears and sorrow, yet don't even know HOW to help them,and all you could do is just lending them shoulder and ears, only know to tell them ''Be Strong..'' and silently comforting them...and adding just few little thoughts & advices..? What friend is this?!

And the personal fear...of their possible outcomes of their decisions...... and some which might affect them.... the rest of their lives..??!

What can i do??!!!

I'm quite frustrated with myself at times.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Back in Kch

Tadaima!!!~~ Im back home, safe and still alive LOL..

Wasn't feeling so well ever since i was back home from kl tho. Having headache for the past few days. but not a big deal.

Had Kolo Mee for my first dinner in kch after i came back, and Laksa for breakfast the next day. The YEARNS for kch's specialities... ;)

I have to get used to see all the GREENS here. Maybe the two months stays in KL had confused and blurred my sight. I was staring at the green leaves from the trees next door on the past Monday, reminding myself-- Im back in kch..Im back in kch.... (im back in kch..??) LOL

I suddenly woke up at around 1am this morning, awfully missing my friends for no reason... rushed to my laptop and online,signed in to msn. Didn't see them online tho, which should be expected. Went back to sleep again...